So softly did the time slip up upon me, or so it feels after three chaotic days of settling things at work, running errands and working through unexpected obstacles as I now spend a quiet morning praying, reading and journaling before heading to the airport in a few hours. This morning I was reading Psalm 20 and 21. In both of these the Psalmist talks of God granting the desires of his heart, of the blessing of good things given. Today I set out to take hold of a gift, the gracious granting of a long held desire. Years, then months, weeks, days, and now a few hours.
This morning I will fly to Manchester where I will meet a team of Jesus folks who have been planning and working together in preparation for this upcoming 2 weeks. After a few short days there, it's on to Ukraine, first flying into Kiev, then taking a train to Konotop to the Hearts of Love center. There it's 6 days of vacation Bible school, relationship building and all out fun. The added pleasure comes in the prospect of opportunities to provide therapy, training and consultation for children with special needs and their families, both at the center and on home visits throughout the community. I don't think I'd mind if my "real" job was traveling, sharing the Gospel with folks, and doing therapy. For 10 years I've hoped for a day such as this, and six years ago seeing this specific opportunity out there and desiring that one day this day would come. Some college and grad school in there to prepare, days such as these a motivation for sure. And here it is. A relaxed morning, an (almost) packed suitcase, a restful heart. I feel I'm in a "sweet spot" today. Grateful for all the organization, work and preparations that I don't even have a clue about that have made today and the weeks to follow possible. Thankful for this gift from Jesus.
How deeply, King Jesus, I need Your Spirit for only in You is there power, salvation, strength and victory. I cannot love without you, I cannot serve selflessly and for the good of another unless you work in this rebellious heart. I lay myself before you and ask that You receive all the glory, all the praise. Thank you for this amazing gift. Oh, that I would rejoice and celebrate the goodness and grace you give, King Jesus. Amen.
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